Farewell is nigh

I forgot how to dance – like the bird in the evening sky. I see nothing around me except rational perception coming from people’s mouths. Uninteresting. Everyone sees things differently and thus is unable to connect himself/herself to the one he/she feels attracted to or the one he/she loves. I don’t tell people that I know how they feel. Why lie? Just to make them feel better? The phrase “I know how you feel” is not just overused, it is also not a true statement.

My shadow on the wall is my biggest imitator. No one knows my moves as precisely as he does, except for the person I see in the mirror. That person can predict your every facial expression. How fascinating is this? That person helps you in getting to know yourself. Those who wear masks like my anti-heroes are in self-denial, unfortunately. They don’t want to be who they really are, because they are scared of who they really are.

North Korea is threatening with atomic weapons. Stupid, stupid, stupid. The last thing I need is prejudice against oriental looking people. The Iraqis and Pakistanis had been in a tough time in the last eight years. Now all governments are turning more and more right-wing. On the one hand, it’s comprehensible, but on the other it is scary. I can see the racism from the 60s reoccurring.

Two more months and I’ll be leaving. Not many even know about that. And I’m tired of the question “When is it you’re leaving? When, when, when?” Cut it off…I’ll let you know a day before I go. A heartless statement isn’t it? Isn’t it enough to know that it is going to be SOON? To hell with last minute meetups, I got better things to do. Time is now. Sometimes it suffices to just be remembered. You couldn’t ask for more.

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