Do you want to know a secret? Sure you do. You always do.

Well, when I was younger I used to look up on a model and actress. And I just realised that I still do. I thought she was the most beautiful (half)Asian ever. Her name is Michelle Reis. (I only just found out her name.) She was Miss Hong Kong in 1988 at the age of 18. I had learnt about her in the early nineties. My parents used to have calendars imported from Hong Kong. There was a large picture of her. All I could think of was that I wanted to look just like her.
So from that time on whenever I go through my own stories in my head or whenever I was dreaming of someone, I imagined myself as her, kissing the man of my life or something. I have been doing that since I was about ten or eleven. And yes, I only just realised that I still do. That is why I had to find out her name to make sure she’s a real person. And that she is someone that I am not.

Yes, I probably lacked of confidence.

What are you waiting for? Google her.

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