The water and my body

Given that Canada has a continental climate means that the ground heats up and cools down quicker than a country that’s dominated by the maritime climate.

What I am trying to say is that earth is more capable of stability than water. The water here around me stirs my fellow people’s moods and emotions in a strange way, sometimes it drags them into a state of confusion, indecisiveness and restlessness, which I instantly find contagious. My final decision is to experience proper seasons again like we used to twenty years ago before the water began to reach high above our heads.  And yet it was the water that cleansed my obscured senses and kept my skin from dryness. Despite being in love with the water I fear it in my dreams like Jason Vorhees does. Representing the fear of the unknown and unpredictable that are yet to throw you off balance. That’s when you realise that even children are more confident and determined than you ever will be again. But I am ok now. If experience and age are what hold us back from making major decisions, then I believe that we have taken too many things to heart and forgotten how to live.

Another aspect of water or the sea is that it’s unable to let go easily. It takes time to heat up, which means it needs time before it rouses into any sort of action, unless someone like the moon is using its charm to light it up. It takes time for the water to cool down as well; so by the time the water is over a particular event, it’s already time to venture into something new, but it’s scared. However, the worst error to commit is not moving. I fear stagnation; the state of not being able to break out from a self-built cage in which one self-medicates himself by merely sleeping off the future, which will never come.

One thing I told myself is that I will plunge headlong into everything I find it’s worth doing, as that’s the only way to come to terms with my past mistakes.

When I entered the rain room I just ran straight into the rain without even spotting the safe spots first. If that’s naïve then I believe I simply have nothing to lose these days. With this heat inside I will melt before anyone and I will most likely add to the water that’s already evident around you. I won’t deny that there is also something sexual about it.

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