How is it going with you? Did you execute all your plans? Is everything alright? Sorry, way too many questions at once. I’m ok, ups and downs as per usual.
I take that your love life is a total bummer. You don’t seem to be that lucky when it comes to love, eh? Do you still blame the mirror that you broke years ago? Or the chain letter that you didn’t forward? You really shouldn’t believe in shit like that, seriously. But it does make me sad seeing you like this. I do feel sorry for women who have never received flowers from a guy. Well, this means that you haven’t met the right one yet. Really, it’s not a big deal. You deserve to have someone dedicated and thinks of you. I know this is easy to say. But if I were you, I would stop looking; maybe you will be found someday, you’ll never know.
On Last.FM, you listen to “Hurt” on repeat. What’s that all about? And the next day, you’ll be listening to The Killers! Are you bipolar or something? You really get me worried, you weirdo. Sometimes I can’t figure out what’s on your mind or what bothers you because you keep quiet most of the time.
People don’t know how angry you can get. Well, they don’t know you. They’ve never seen you like that, except your family and me. Come on; you’re a strong Cancerian; they tend to express their emotions all the time. You shouldn’t keep it to yourself. I wonder why you don’t tell people what you really think and feel. You always expect them to know it or sense it, but that won’t work. If you don’t talk to them, you’ll never know, and they will never know. I guess that’s the way you are. Being called passive isn’t nice. Mystery doesn’t always attract people; it can make people lose interest if you don’t lead. Just in case you think you are special. Sorry to put it this way. What I mean is when you keep everything to yourself, you’ll never be able to get out of yourself. And that’s your problem. You care too much about what other people think and don’t trust yourself enough to fight back. This has to change. Otherwise, people will always take advantage of you. Sometimes you notice that, and you let them do it anyway because you think you can reap some advantage. But it’s not a good thing. I mean, can’t you see? You keep getting hurt. You must be doing something wrong. Open your eyes, think before you take action and don’t let your heart dominate your head. I think that’s the best advice I can give.
Also, don’t worry about your age. You always seem to be in such a hurry, as if you’re about to die or something. Take your time, enjoy what you do, and look forward to what you’re about to do. I know time goes fast once you’re past twenty because you’re more conscious about what happens around you. I think that’s what growing old is all about. It makes you appreciate life more than before. Weird.
I’m going to hit the sack now. Just think about what I said, even though it’s hard, but you only live once, and it doesn’t matter if you lose one or two friends along the way. You have your goals. Everyone needs to accomplish something in life. And you know what your job is.