Month: May 2009

I suppose I did it right. You put a sugar cube on top of the spoon and carefully pour cold water over it. Once the green has turned opaque, it’s perfect, isn’t it? It’s been twenty minutes since consumption, and I think I’m ready. I was shitting myself this afternoon, dreading this moment, dreading these Read More …

Some alone time is good. Just haven’t lived it to the fullest yet. It’s not the right time. I will do that once everyone has forgotten about me. There are people I want to spend time with. It may seem like it’s ages away, but I won’t be here anymore in less than four months. Read More …

Is it true that after the 20th century the lonesome crow will stop carking? And the barren lady who detests life through (abortion and) contraception shall deserve the punishment of lonely barren life without husband and children?

I’ve been wanting to fly into someone’s arms while listening to one of my favourite songs in the background, such as “bug eyes” by Dredg. That someone might as well be mute because I don’t feel like talking at all. I can communicate with him through writing. Many men don’t like that, but well, I Read More …

What a day. I felt happy and sad at the same time. I’m sure you’ll get me wrong if I tell you about it, but however, at least I know what I’m talking about. I’ve been thinking about whether it’s worth keeping your heroes or not. I’m talking about real-life people (evidently those you have Read More …

First of all, I have no intention of telling the truth about how I feel about what I’m going to tell you. Therefore I will be lying. Please don’t take any of it seriously. Why do I bother showing people that I’m lonely, I’m not. I just can’t have enough time for myself. I got Read More …