The becoming

I have my own ‘The Downward Spiral’ gig right this very moment. Following NIN and Rob Sheridan on Twitter was painful as hell. So they played the entire Spiral album from beginning to end in New York, eh? Thanks, Rob, for telling me what I’m missing out. You call it epic, I call it bullshit. Yes, I Read More …

Soberness

I’m feeling as sober as the evening in Helsinki last summer after smoking weed for the first time. That was a pleasant experience. Pot gets you to like things that you don’t usually like. You look at all the negative aspects of your life and suddenly see the fun part of the negative countenances. I Read More …

Hours

Hours Seventeen hours of being awake Each day it is all the same Uncertain of this life being a fake Need cash to finish off this game Seven hours of numbing slumber Each night hands on the dimmer Only slowly switching to a lower number Until you see the black star shimmer Twenty four hours Read More …

Michelle

Do you want to know a secret? Sure, you do. You always do. Well, when I was younger I used to look upon a model and actress. And I just realised that I still do. I thought she was the most beautiful (half) Asian woman ever. Her name is Michelle Reis. (I only just found Read More …

Goals

My four main goals in life are (in order, so it makes sense) : 1. To release at least four books 2. To give my parents all the money back that they’d spent on me 3. To become a vegetarian (or at least a pescetarian) 4. To get photographed by Bryan Adams   So do Read More …

Summer pondering

So far, I’ve met many, many easy-going people. I’m not going to say people with “common sense,” because everyone has a different perception of everything. I want to focus on little things and how different people perceive those little things. While some don’t bother, there are others who fucking take these little things personally. As Read More …