Molotov Jive

In the last 26 hours, I’ve only had about three and a half hours of sleep. Let’s say I’ve been working—for no money. This is always the case with me. I choose something I enjoy doing, but it doesn’t pay. I’m a volunteer music copywriter. Other people in my shoes would complain. But I don’t Read More …

People equal SHIT

Isn’t it weird that there are moments you choose to freeze? It’s not quite autumn yet, so wearing long sleeve cotton pyjamas would be too warm. Therefore, you pick some random medium-sized t-shirt, and you wear nothing else except that and panties. Of course, the window is open, but the door is closed because others Read More …

Inside out

The biggest lie you ever told [You’re not the best mother ever] Your deepest fear about growing old [Dying] The longest night you ever spent [In England. Over 24 hrs of sleeplessness] The angriest letter you never sent [To my Catholic host mother] The boy you swore you’d never leave [I only said I’d be Read More …

All I wanted

Right this very moment, it’s 4:55 a.m. I have a big headache, and I can’t sleep. I started hugging myself during Let’s make a night to remember in bed and thought it might be a better idea to get out of bed again and start writing. Yes, otherwise, I would’ve started touching myself to Bryan Adams. This Read More …

Tattoo meanings

(Please note: Pictures are only posted on Myspace) Many of you have been asking me to post some tattoo pictures, and I promised. However, I will only post the pictures on my Facebook blog. The explanations are here:   1. Tattoo on right arm – The Question Mark That was my first tattoo—a so-called semi-permanent Read More …