Cloth

So I slept for 12 hours the other day. The kidney caused this sudden tiredness. Or maybe it was the new pill – I don’t know. I shall find out at the doctor’s this afternoon… I can’t help believing that there’s something uncontrollably wrong with my mind and body – like an inappropriate collision is Read More …

Today’s meal

I’m eating a plate full of chips, pie and broccoli with so much ketchup on top of it all. Just because I can’t stop pressing that fucking tube. When placing a piece of ketchup-covered broccoli into my mouth, I imagine it’s a dead caterpillar; it’s overcooked and tastes soft. Then I have a chip that Read More …

Burn her!

It only dawned on me today that I’m probably too late. The reason why I admire E. is that she is beyond beautiful and has a fantastic job. And she gets the men she wants. Whereas I’m continuously rejecting those that I don’t want – no matter how wonderful they are. I’m not looking for Read More …

The social recluse

I just spent three full hours thinking. Just thinking. Not meditating. Not writing. I’ve been asking myself questions that I have heard today. Questions to which I surely knew the answers, but for some reason, I couldn’t say them, because they had disappeared within a wink. If this reflects my uncertainty, then I’m quite ashamed Read More …