P-chan's messy head
The month of the Taurus has begun. Now I’m pointlessly smitten with something elusive – a star sign that I adore. At least this feeling navigates me towards hope and other lovely things while deep inside; I don’t care as much. Yet, I’m trying not to pay attention to the negative attitude. Apathy is on Read More …
The latest unnerving hypnagogic moment: not being able to escape it. It happened during an afternoon nap. I remember what I dreamed about, but the scariest thing was my attempt to wake up – my brain wouldn’t let me; my eyes wouldn’t open. Even when half-opened, I saw images from my dream trying to seep Read More …
It’s only recently, during hypnagogic states, that I hear people talk or whisper, and I see grotesque images in my head like I was part of a nasty film. The scene starts with bleeding voodoo dolls looking like the drawing on KoЯn’s Issues CD-cover, except that the voodoo dolls are butchered. One looked like it had its Read More …
I just got back from Killing Bono. I have lots on my mind, so I might as well stay up and write it down. I took my clothes off and started grabbing the fat in my stomach, which made me look awful in my new dress. If only I knew what the hell happened. What’s Read More …
The more I write, the more discouraged I feel. I can’t find my way around this irony, and neither can I accept this paradoxical way of thinking. Also, I fell in love with Joy Division’s music ten years too late. If you say there’s never a “too late” for anything, then you are wrong. People Read More …
1 It has been a while since Laurie’s last short story. And getting back to work by starting from scratch isn’t easy. The journey of a story is tricky. You draw a starting point and a destination on a map, and then you begin to sketch out your trip. However, if you’ve had a long Read More …
I ruined my appetite for dessert by watching Cannibal Holocaust. I didn’t throw up, though. I did throw up after twenty minutes of Blair Witch Project years ago. Motion sickness is always such a nuisance! I like the theme song in Cannibal Holocaust – it softens everything a little bit, gives the movie some emotional touch. Read More …
There are two unpublished blog posts from last month. I’m evidently not doing that bad with my eight blogs a month. Spring has hardly started, and all they talk about is the weather and … [cut]. Instead of redrafting work, I’ve been watching tons of DVDs thanks to my flat mate’s amazing Lynch collection. I Read More …