P-chan's messy head
The month of the Taurus has just begun. Now I’m pointlessly smitten with something elusive – a star sign that I adore. At least this feeling navigates me towards hope and other lovely things while deep inside; I don’t care. I’m trying not to pay attention to this negative attitude. Apathy on holiday or rain Read More …
The latest unnerving hypnagogic moment: not being able to escape it. It happened during an afternoon nap. I remember what I dreamt about, but the scariest thing was my attempt to wake up – my brain wouldn’t let me; my eyes wouldn’t open. Even when half-opened, I saw images from my dream trying to seep Read More …
It’s only recently, during hypnagogic states, that I’ve heard people talk or whisper and see grotesque images in my mind like I was playing a nasty film. The scene starts with bleeding voodoo dolls looking similar to those on KoЯn’s Issues CD-cover, except that the voodoo dolls look slaughtered. One looked like it had its throat slit, Read More …
I just got back from Killing Bono. I have lots on my mind, so I might as well stay up and write it down. I took my clothes off and started grabbing the fat in my stomach, which made me look awful in my new dress. If only I knew what the hell happened. What’s Read More …
The more I write, the more discouraged I feel. I can’t find my way around this irony, and neither can I accept this paradoxical way of thinking any longer. Also, I fell in love with Joy Division’s music ten years too late. If you say there’s never a ‘too late for anything,’ then you are Read More …
1 It has been a while since Laurie’s last short story. And getting back to work by starting from scratch isn’t easy. The journey of a story is tricky. You draw a starting point and a destination on a map, and then you begin to sketch out your trip. However, if you’ve had a long Read More …
I ruined my appetite for dessert by watching Cannibal Holocaust. I didn’t throw up, though. I did throw up after twenty minutes of Blair Witch Project years ago. Motion sickness is always such a nuisance! I like the theme song of C. H. – it softens everything a little bit, gives the movie some emotional Read More …
There are two unpublished blog entries from last month. I’m evidently not doing that bad with my eight blogs a month. Spring has hardly started, and all they talk about is the weather and … [cut]. Instead of redrafting work, I’ve been watching tons of DVDs thanks to my flat mate’s amazing Lynch collection. I Read More …