No feelings

Maybe my green tea is not hot enough, or I’ve been trying too hard—trying, not knowing what I’m doing. If you’re in the middle of a crowded environment and watch how cheery and miserable people juxtapose against each other, you wonder where you stand. You refuse to stand anywhere and keep moving until all of Read More …

The anatomy of love

So that was my first night at the new place, and like last year I had a little ladybird invasion in my room. They are all funny and dazed, slowly dying on the ceiling and underneath my bed. It’s the first time that I feel alone – in a negative sense. Ever since I put Read More …