Month: January 2012

There were numbers with meanings, a crying friend and sounds of irregular heartbeats. Sometimes you open your eyes in bed and notice that you’re holding your breath as if you were underwater. I blame the neighbour below for listening to horrible electro beats attempting to mimic the sound of a heartbeat. You can’t mimic or Read More …

Another week went by. It happens. I don’t remember seeing this wrinkle on you. How did you do it? How much energy have you invested in that line of yours? Did you repeat one mistake after the other? You may think that’s stupid or naive, but it’s the unbearable compulsion to stretch beyond that mistake–what Read More …

I saw him. He bought a coffee and gazed at his Blackberry phone as if dreading all the people around him. I used to do the same thing, pretend that I was busy writing a text message. Now you wonder why I didn’t walk up to him to say hello. I don’t really know. Well, Read More …

If you lean towards the light, you’ll realise that everything will be good. I’m glad there are two sides to me. I didn’t only enjoy the time with my parents; I was overly conscious when they were here. I looked at them with so much more intensity than ever. I observed the very surface of Read More …

When some people feel pain, they tend to intensify it by going over the top (this is when it’s driven by anger. Anger and pain make a perfect couple, and they reject any form of control. Although both are a huge part of you, they don’t necessarily protect you as your cells do. Anger and Read More …

From nothing, you can become everything. If you look at where we are now, we are about to become everything, and some forces out there won’t like it. This might sound like sci-fi, but I believe in it, for I’m in a state where I can’t think clearly or speak anything of significance, not to Read More …