3 short trips

I have just decided to do at least 3 short trips this year before going on my long, long journey, which is still in process. It’s a little bit demoralising for me at the moment, waiting. You feel a lack of control when certain plans are not ready for implementation due to the future not looking transparent enough. And for a long time, you feel numb and cold, except in your overly calorific dreams you sweat like a pig. That was me in 2012; still dumping the left-overs from last year, though. Beneath the many layers of self-deceit, I have found something that’s mine and up to now, I’ve lacked the strength to show it sometimes. The truth is that everything you do is relevant because there is a reason for it. But do you really trust that the reason is for the better, particularly in reference to incidents that are not under your control because people call it fate?

Piss off.

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