Author: P-chan

One of the worst feelings is when you fail yourself. You brand yourself a failure despite knowing that you can do better, however, under different circumstances. Every little sprinkle of optimism helps as long as the person conveys it right. Did you realise that Saturn is in retrograde? I wasn’t paying much attention to it, Read More …

We’re past solstice, which is why 30*C doesn’t feel as hot as it did in late June. With how fast continental climates heat up and cool down, I can’t find stability in my mind.  It’s like not receiving enough time to recover from something. It seems to worsen my ever-growing homesickness too. I long for Read More …

We were camping. I’m not Canadian, so I can’t say I’m crazy about it. Sure, Canada has amazing national parks, and the Rocky Mountains are vast, but I’ve never been much of a camper. I recall some excitement when camping in the backyard of my old house until the bugs ruined my enjoyment.   Then, Read More …

I officially sold my SUV last month (due to desperate times, etc.). It had sentimental value because it was my first car. I purchased it in 2018 and named him Ralph because it was the first owner’s name. Ralph and his wife had taken fantastic care of the car until they decided to downgrade to Read More …

I dream about chases, murders, and body snatchers when I consume too much cheese for dinner. Is cheese so hard to digest that your body is doing overkill by keeping you slightly awake?   LACTOSE Milk products were never a problem for me—no matter how high in lactose. I suppose Germany, UK, and Europe, in Read More …

Your karma is supposed to run over someone else’s dogma, but I think I’ve repeatedly run over my own. And that’s a stupid thing to do. I shall call it self-denial and lack of self-belief.   When I think of my goals and what they were ten years ago, I honestly don’t know what goals Read More …

In the past week, my springtime lethargy symptoms have been the worst. I didn’t think much of the weather change, as my PMS symptoms are different every month. But the chronic fatigue really got me. I would nap for over two hours in the afternoon for three days straight—a complete waste of my time.   Read More …

There was a time in my life where I was pursuing music journalism. I knew more about the trending rock and metal in the early and late 00s than anything else. I’d be attending gigs on a bi-weekly basis and writing about new releases and reviews. I did not get paid. The perks were free Read More …

It’s a good time to cross my fingers for a fiction-writing position. At least that way, I can still use my imagination and share it with people who can learn from it. I spent most of my job application time on that task assessment the other day. Even if the target audience is kids, I Read More …

Imagine you’re so busy job-hunting that you didn’t even notice that four days have passed since Christmas. Four days ago, you found out that the government has discontinued your E.I. without notifying you about it. When you try to call, they hang up on you due to high call volume. You call again later and Read More …