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P-chan's messy head

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This room has the flair of an operating theater, and I think I will stay. I have nowhere else to go. The halogen bulbs are nice and dim, throwing light on the examination table. However, the light does not reach me. There is a pool of blood forming in front of me, but I feel Read More …
Three years ago, I arrived in Canada–ready for a new start, adventure, purpose. Three years prior to that, I arrived in London–ready to show the first draft of my novel to fellow students, writers and teachers. Three years prior to that, I graduated with Read More …
See through my eyes The green is the garden in which I bled It’s hard to forget My passion was built on a lie I dissected things that lived no more They fell dead at my feet I’d kiss you in a heartbeat Since I don’t know what else to live for The past is Read More …
Louisa hurt herself. It was ok; she didn’t feel anything. The knife cut through flesh. Before that happened, she was at the doctor’s office for PET scans of her brain. The results indicated little activity compared to normal people’s results. All she thought about was why everybody had to compare her to others. He asked Read More …
You may be too ashamed to share a particular sentiment because all your fellow artist friends are happy, and you wonder how they manage to maintain that happiness. However, what do emoticons and photographs really say anyway? A friend once said that he and you are the same, except that he was the better actor. Read More …
The kitten doesn’t like me. When Dad found her this morning on the doorstep, he thought it would be a nice idea to wake me with her. But instead of a pleasant wake-up call, the kitten scratched my head. When I come back from school, it stares at me as if I weren’t a part Read More …
I read Sybil in three days and watched the movie right afterwards. It was interesting to read how she and her other fifteen selves became one again. The story gave you closure. There was closure in real life, but it really felt good from a story reader’s perspective. Speaking of dissociation and closure, one of Read More …
I used to make lots of mixtapes for myself and my friends when I was younger. It started with cassettes and then burning on CDs. Many of my friends had the same taste in music, so it was easy to get along. I believe that I was lucky throughout my adolescence. Ever since I turned Read More …
They just added Mr. Nobody to Netflix. It was my favourite movie of the year in 2009. It’s the type of movie that makes all “What if…”-questions irrelevant. Whatever decision you make in life, there is never a wrong decision. There is nothing to regret, just a lot to accept. I also remember a scene where Nemo raises a question about falling in love. Read More …
There is a little too much change now, and during this course, I lost my relationship with people. I’m trying to keep my head above water, but the rest of my body feels numb and weak. I push so hard at the gym, but I don’t quite know what for anymore. At work, I work Read More …