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3 days of Anapana and 7 days of Vipassana meditation I’m not sure if an ordinary person could meditate ten hours every day. See, it’s easy for monks and nuns who don’t have any responsibilities that hold them back from reaching infinite happiness. This is why Goenka wanted us to dedicate 10 days of our Read More …
I’m sure all of you have gone through some form of inner turmoil at some stage in your life. Some of you may have had it since forever. However, I’m calling out to writers: don’t these moments of unrest usually stimulate your creativity and motivate your writing? Don’t they help you dig deep to express Read More …
The bumblebee flew into our room. I was the only one there. Bumblebees are adventurous and nosey, especially females. It flew into my toiletry bag to inspect my make-up. I had to lure her back out. She probably thought that I was rude. She was huge with a hue of orange but still striped black Read More …
I have a fear of becoming the person that I love the most. We share the same blood, and unfortunately, we share the same temper. But thank God, our minds and personalities are different, so are our aspirations. I am worse in many ways. After all, only in her presence, I show her the monstrous Read More …
I don’t intend to write a long essay on this matter as I have hardly ever written any good essays. It’s either about justifying one’s opinions or evaluating other people’s opinions by referencing them and beating around the bush. Furthermore, your opinion becomes their opinion because they were the first to publish it. The term Read More …
You find thousands of empty caves With enough room for all your ways Guided by the love for Pasternak and Tolstoy You changed from college to old boy The road covered with determined footsteps The world formed upon your own concept The awareness of a society’s failed ID Your choice to be footloose and Read More …
I’ve had recurring dreams about school, schoolmates and former friends – generally about people from primary school to secondary school. Having looked up pages on dream interpretations, I learned that I’m unhappy with something in my life, so my subconscious dwells in the past; how interesting! Picturing school, I think about times where decisions had Read More …
It must be the first time that I didn’t make a big fuss online about my current whereabouts. This is because I realized it would save me a lot of hassle – which it does! I caught up with a lot of sleep; part of it was related to jet lag. But on the whole, Read More …
It’s no secret that I’m socially awkward around people that I hardly know – people that give me the feeling that I have to be funny, hilarious and overly happy and chatty. It all starts with the smallest small talk, where I usually fail before climbing onto the next socializing level. I wrote a short Read More …
She was eating the skin around her finger. The TV in the waiting room was reporting a New Year’s rape that took place in Sydney. New Year’s was seven hours ago in Australia. As a kid, she used to think that people in Australia were in the future, and one had to travel through different Read More …